im done here. im done. im not taking anymore.. i cant. its painful enough like this. what the hell do you want me to do? so what if its jealousy? at least you should care. what mess i am in now.. at least you could wait it thru with me and stay by me for this while then go back to that girl of yours. is it that hard? is it that hard to think twice for me just once??
u know.. maybe.. i really know what love is.. well i know that when i said that i loved you.. not a single thing about it is fake.. coz if i were lying.. wouldn't i be so done with you now? wouldn't i not feel this way? wouldn't i be able to live it thru in laughter?
*PAIN nothing can describe the pain i feel. grief, sorrow, anguish, ache, torture, agony, heartache,agony, aching, hurt, ache, sting, soreness, throbbing, stinging, twinge ~ all put together still doesn't even make up a part of it... it's like repeatedly i have to feel it. no matter how much i look away. how much i close my eyes. its just too much. too much to bear. im exhausted. i give up. why should i try so hard to carry on? maybe i am strong enough. but my heart can't take it anymore.. u know i do love you and i always will. but if all you wanna do is just go after another girl all the time and leave me alone all over again, im nothing in your eyes.. then im done..
IM DONE
little miss dreamer ~, 3:40 PM.
be.ENTHRALLED
CELIA ~ dreamer
15. im me. i have an attitude that not all know off. if u're nice. i am. if u're not. just worry about me being a bitch. u'll only earn my respect if u're worthy of it.
