hypocrite : someone feigning high principles ; someone pretending to have admirable principles, feelings, morals but behaving in a way that opposes what they say.
*adapted from encarta dictionaries.
and pretty much. i feel that’s who you’ve become. a freaking hypocrite. a big liar. an untrustable person. not to diss you or to judge you, but highly so, you’re going that way.
if the real reason of being “close” to me again (.??) were only to be friends, then i suggest you have a certain level of respect for your friends too. i asked you damn clearly, and did you reply me? maybe you did, but was it honest? or was it pure bullshit? like most times the things you’re said lately.
the atonishment of it all, is that you think im that dumb to not know a thing? please. 2 times i had a feeling who they were. and guess what, was i right? 100 % ,200 % rather. no doubt about it. and im pretty sure this time, im not straining a wee bit from the truth either. coz quoting jq dear =) “the truth never lies”.
god m i pissed with you. u call me a liar? how about you? have some respect for people sometimes. think i get angry much? at least, i manage to cool off myself, in a short period of time. please. what the fuck do you think i am? better, who the fuck do you think i am?
u think u’re so great, but u never count the number of times i gave in to you. so what that i got angry? was it over nothing? but still i gave in first. i let it go your way. count the times dear, count them and tell me.
maybe the hate will come soon. maybe it won’t. but the fury has arrived. the fury, where i want you to try exchanging places with me for once. and go through the shit you give me every fucking day. go through the emotional stress. the physical stress. tried it? have a go. i wonder how you’ll act, honestly. coz now, you’re pretty much just another liar like the other guys. one that can’t be trusted. i thought you had your principles. i thought you had your morals. i thought YOU SAID YOU HAD TO FOLLOW THEM? but what. i used to admire you in several ways possible. but now. please. i have no clue what goes on in that brain of yours anymore. i have no clue where that heart of yours went too.
BETRAYAL.
its back and has given me quite enough bites. i hate you for it. and you should pretty much know it. unless you really have taken away all the good things in you and tucked them in a corner somewhere. or maybe you just don’t have a heart? you just never care how others feel. because. you may not like this, but you always want things to go your way. you think i don’t think how you feel? if i don’t, i would have texted you all those nasty things i had stashed away in my inbox.
you just give it some thought. just reflect for once and not constantly judge. its tiring but worthwhile. i can guarantee you that.
u disgust me so much now. im thinking today is the last day im gonna talk to you. until… god knws when.
THINK. REFLECT. LOOK IN THE MIRROR. WHAT HAVE YOU BECOME?
